19 June 2011

happy father's day ABAH ! heart you so much ! ♥

Abah , there's no word could utter in my mind right now..

u're so GREAT , BEST person ever in my life.
i'm so grateful to have you around me , it's so good to have you beside me all the times.

I've live with my dad, my entire life.
put up with him my entire life.

Abah , thanks for always being my HERO..
Abah memang TER-BAIKLAH utk kami (: 

sayang Abah sangat-sangat..
Doakan abah panjang umur & sihat2 selalu.

kami syg abah   sangat-sangat...

hanya Abah yang layak untuk kami.. 

thank GOD that i have a father 
like you 
Mr. Ismail Yusof..
no one could be as YOU..

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING ABAH.. 
lots of love::
your daughter , farhana ismail



14 June 2011

...N-O-T-H-I-N-G...

like i said, yet much has been left unsaid,
sometimes, i've been curious with my own life..
i don't know what should i plan for my life..
what should i do..
what I have done, what i've been sacrifice..
i think it's not enough yet for me to survive in life.
we can't trust other people like we trust our own self.
there's no one could be ME, just me...





lots of love::
nurfarhanaismail.....

21 May 2011

something that was NEVER expected at all (!)

''UN-EXPECTED''
It's been a long time I didn't update my blog..
A lot of things I want to tell..


  1. I have to quit from MSU, a place where I hope my ambition achieved but it was not to be.
  2. I never expect I got MARA's offer, but no matter what I had to do, I'm very grateful.  
  3. This is the dreams of my parents and thanks to GOD because HE answered their prayers. ALHAMDULILLAH.  Although I'm reluctant to leave MSU, by hook or by crook, I have to and I've no problem with that even I learned 2 semesters already.
  4. SAD is SAD.  I chocked because i was forced to leave my friends who have become like my own sisters especially my KAK NGAH & KAK CHIQ.  Person that I will miss the most.  

I missed you, to the point of death.. 

20 February 2011

are we still friends ?

what happened to us lately ?
what's wrong with you ?
are we gonna be like this again and again..
is't not enough for you..? i mean for what we've been through before ?
i know,  everything happened was my fault right ?
my fault because wanna see my own friend happy..
my fault because i don't wanna see my friend hurt because of jealousy..
i don't want it happens twice..
i'm scare if i'm the one who will burden you guys...
but i love my friends..

''Liar''

the first question i'm going to ask you is why you're lying to me ?
you know me right ? 
the most thing i hate in relationship is lying towards each other..
i keep it real and that is my promise..
i'm maybe cruel but at least i'm honest..
so, what's your reason if i have my own reason why i did this..
i have my own life and style..
not trying to please you or make you smile..
so u're not supposed to judge me who am i...
i rather you be honest compared to be liar..
even it's hurts me..but it doesn't matter as long as you're honest..
i still can accept this relationship..


the only way to have a friend is to be one..


a real friend to me is someone who walks in when the rest of the world walks out..
but i'm really sorry because you're not anymore...
you really make me pissed off  with you..feel down..
you're really hurts me..
fyi , i didn't blame you..


p/s for my ''bestie''..please mark my words

don't judge me for what my friend told you
only judge me when i really said that
i like a clown don't try to put up a show again
because at the end the only one who is going to get hurt is
''YOU not ME''
i'm good by heart and you know it
and i always stay true 
only GOD can judge me
not YOU..
my coincidence is clean..
how about YOURS ???

you don't even know how hurts i am just because of friendship..thanks... (:

lots of love :: farhana ismail 









23 January 2011

what's love (?)

LOVE IS A SECOND LIFE, 
IT GROWS INTO THE SOUL, 
WARMS EVERY VEIN, AND BEATS IN EVERY PULSE."

10 November 2010

true colours..

I see your true color
And that's why I love you 
So don't be afraid to let them show 
Your true color
True colors
 are beautiful, 
Like a rainbow 
lalalalalalalala 


  • to love is nothing..
  • to be loved is something..
  • to love and be loved is everything right??
you're the key of my heart..but who are you??anonymous?? *sighh...
my life full with flying colors..but i guess its not completely yet....
i still feel something missing here...
that's why i've to wait...my true colors.. (: ♥ 


lots of love:: NFI

08 November 2010

my heart saying....

Seasons come and go,But I will never change.. I’m on my way..
Inspiration comes to me.Slowly and quietly & prime it with a little solitude..
i just go through with everything that i know and every believe that i have.
i don't care what other people say it to me. Everybody can hate me either someone that i love but i need people around me to trust me. I feel completely and undeniable..i just follow my flow..what thing's right in front of me..i can't deny it..

lots of love:: Me (NFI)