bila cakap pasal SALAH, DOSA, PAHALA..semua ada...
sama la macam saya..xpenah lepas dari dosa...even buat pahala pun, belum tentu keikhlasan kita diterima & kita pun dapat pahala kan? yelaa..manusia ni dah terbiasa dengan duniawi..kalau stakat nak show off, riak2 sket tu memang xleh lari dah..tapi semua orang xsama..so we can't easily predict people if we don't really know them..
saya pun orang kebanyakan..yang ada wat dosa..sememangnya xpernah lepas dari dosa..
kadang2 terfikir titk-titik hitam dalam hati ni bley hilang tak? Hanya kita & Allah je tau ape yang telah kita lakukan... kan ? betul tak ? saya pun jahil orangnya...even jahil pun still try jadi yang terbaik dalam kalangan yang terbaik..mohon doa slalu di izikan tuhan...
bila cakap pasal IMAN...iman kat dada ni xpenah rasa cukup...betul la bak kata Professor Kamil, iman kita ni senipis kulit bawang, tu pun belum tentu setebal tu... *ehhh, ayt ape ni??haha tibai jerr.. :D
bila difikirkan balik..macam mana nak kembali ke jalan yang lurus tanpa dosa dan hanya pahala yang mengiringi kita?? mustahil kan?? sebab kita hanya manusia biasa..kadang2 terfikir jugak ape dosa yang saya dah ter-buat hari2 kan...tanpa sedar kalau tercakap kuat sket ngan mak bapak pun dah dikira dosa..tp kita buat xtau jer... benda ni berlaku pada diri saya sendiri jgk... ''alah ! hah! heh! dah la!'' kata2 yang dikeluarkan bila ada conversation ngn abah or mummy.. sedangkan time tu titik-titik hitam dah mula ada..bak kata pepatah sikit-sikit lama lama jadi bukit kan?? kalau ingin dikumpul dosa yang telah dibuat memang xterkira..dari dosa kecik sampailah besar..
hidup ni xberkat kalau tanpa restu ibu bapa kan? klau buat something tak bagitau pun rasa bersalah...
macam mana kalau terjadi sesuatu yang xdiingini berlaku...bila buat sesuatu dengan merahsiakan dari parents memang ape2 pun bley berlaku...Allah dah tetukan baik buruk untuk kita.
saya terfikir, kenapa lately ni banyak ujian melanda...sedih xterkata pun ada..tapi tak pe, masih terimanya dengan hati yang ikhlas sebab itu tandanya Allah masih sygkan saya...Ujian lagi menguatkan iman saya, itu tandanya iman saya masih nipis...senipis-nipis kulit bawang..even more... Allah masih beri peluang untuk membaikinya...
mak saya cakap xbaik mainkan perasaan orang..ape2 jelah...xkira ape2 pun....orang nak buat kat kita biarkan dorang..jangan kita buat kat orang or balas balik dah...
even skarang ada masalah...tp tak semestinya perlu bgtau semua kat sini kan??
rasanya xelok bukak aib orang..nanti orang akan bukak aib kita balik..
so ape-ape pun biar lah Allah je yang tau ape yang berlaku...
setakat nak ucap terima kasih dengan keikhlasan pun masih xcukup dengan ape yang diberikan oleh Allah pada kita.. betul x??
so ape2 pun bersyukur lah dengan ape yang diberikan skarang..jangan nak mengeeluh kalau tuhan tarik rezeki kita...even sikit pun...sebab dengan ape yang tuhan berikan tu lebih dari segalanya yang telah kita dapat slama hidup ni....
20 February 2012
bila iman senipis kulit bawang
17 February 2012
ItsAboutButterMoon
Terasa nak hapdate belog, cakap-cakap meraban ape tah...ish ! ni ha terasa nak men-story pasal sorang kwn ni ha! *sorry la bro...kau xbagi ak ckp mcm2 kan...hehehe tp sorry jgk sebab aku mmg nak meraban pasal kau nih ! :p xyah la nak risau, aku xmention pun lah nama kau ! sbb kau ni
dah2, meh cni cek habaq maiiiiii....cek nk crito kat ampa neh....nak habaq bak novel sket naaaa.... novel ni xseindah realitinya...kuang3 saje je ha nak wat cite ups sket ! aku mmg cenggini naaa...
Hi! I’m Buttercup Moonbeam. Buttercup is the name that I’d give to myself and moonbeam is for someone that has stole my heart but I still don’t know yet who’s that Moonbeam. (*___*) *in searching! Lol~~~
19 June 2011
happy father's day ABAH ! heart you so much ! ♥
Abah , there's no word could utter in my mind right now..
14 June 2011
...N-O-T-H-I-N-G...
like i said, yet much has been left unsaid,
sometimes, i've been curious with my own life..
i don't know what should i plan for my life..
what should i do..
what I have done, what i've been sacrifice..
i think it's not enough yet for me to survive in life.
we can't trust other people like we trust our own self.
there's no one could be ME, just me...
21 May 2011
something that was NEVER expected at all (!)
A lot of things I want to tell..
- I have to quit from MSU, a place where I hope my ambition achieved but it was not to be.
- I never expect I got MARA's offer, but no matter what I had to do, I'm very grateful.
- This is the dreams of my parents and thanks to GOD because HE answered their prayers. ALHAMDULILLAH. Although I'm reluctant to leave MSU, by hook or by crook, I have to and I've no problem with that even I learned 2 semesters already.
- SAD is SAD. I chocked because i was forced to leave my friends who have become like my own sisters especially my KAK NGAH & KAK CHIQ. Person that I will miss the most.
20 February 2011
are we still friends ?
what happened to us lately ?
what's wrong with you ?
are we gonna be like this again and again..
is't not enough for you..? i mean for what we've been through before ?
i know, everything happened was my fault right ?
my fault because wanna see my own friend happy..
my fault because i don't wanna see my friend hurt because of jealousy..
i don't want it happens twice..
i'm scare if i'm the one who will burden you guys...
but i love my friends..
you know me right ?
the most thing i hate in relationship is lying towards each other..
i keep it real and that is my promise..
i'm maybe cruel but at least i'm honest..
so, what's your reason if i have my own reason why i did this..
i have my own life and style..
not trying to please you or make you smile..
so u're not supposed to judge me who am i...
i rather you be honest compared to be liar..
even it's hurts me..but it doesn't matter as long as you're honest..
i still can accept this relationship..
the only way to have a friend is to be one..
a real friend to me is someone who walks in when the rest of the world walks out..
but i'm really sorry because you're not anymore...
you really make me pissed off with you..feel down..
you're really hurts me..
fyi , i didn't blame you..