ItsAboutButterMoon

Terasa nak hapdate belog, cakap-cakap meraban ape tah...ish ! ni ha terasa nak men-story pasal sorang kwn ni ha! *sorry la bro...kau xbagi ak ckp mcm2 kan...hehehe tp sorry jgk sebab aku mmg nak meraban pasal kau nih ! :p xyah la nak risau, aku xmention pun lah nama kau ! sbb kau ni r a r e...   fyi aku nak jgk letak gambar kau, tp kau xbagi....mahal sgt la kau.. T.T tp xpela janji aku ada jerk ! hahaha handsome jugak kau eah ! ceh! xdelaaaa..maksud aku sedap pandang laaa... *perasan letteww...hew hew heww :P
dah2, meh cni cek habaq maiiiiii....cek nk crito kat ampa neh....nak habaq bak novel sket naaaa.... novel ni xseindah realitinya...kuang3 saje je ha nak wat cite ups sket ! aku mmg cenggini naaa... 


Hi! I’m Buttercup Moonbeam.  Buttercup is the name that I’d give to myself and moonbeam is for someone that has stole my heart  but I still don’t know yet who’s that Moonbeam. (*___*) *in searching! Lol~~~

It’s been a long time I didn’t write about myself.  There are many things I want to tell and touch about.  I can’t even keep it since it always linger and cross my mind each day. 

Here I am!

My name is I.

My problem is Love.

And there’s only one solution and my solution is You,

I’m sorry but that’s the truth and that’s why I Love You.. *how sweet J

The story begin.... J

Do you ever think about me?  Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?  In the middle of the night when you awake, are you calling my name? 

I started to fall for you and that was real, *wahhh! cepatnya kau FALL! ish ! crush mmg la senang ! LOL

You've made me fallen,

It is not what I want, but it suddenly happen,

Why should I have this feeling?

Yet much has left been unsaid,

I still wondering where I was, please tell me what should I do,

You never understand me, what do you know is keep close, keep close, keep close and make me fall.*mcm novel pulak ! ayt xley blah cenggini! Lol

Haiissshh... I know we’re just friends, but I’m sorry because you accidentally did..kui kui

My heart is breaking and I have no one else to turn.

I miss you to the point of death. L *xde la rindu sgt pun..saje nk ups kan cite..hahaha 

I know you might not get here, besides me but I just feel so good to write about you.

When I close to you I am afraid that someday I might to lose you.

I miss the way you talk to me, the way you are staring at me even sometime I am afraid....

How come you are the one I like most right now? Haha

It doesn’t matter, because you already made me like you *tu lah kau sape suruh ! 

 It’s okay as long as we’re still best friends.

Before this I’ve think that we should be far apart.  Don’t get me wrong because this is not what I want.

Recently I was like......

‘’ forget him, forget his name, forget the love you once knew, forget him when he played your songs, remember when you cried all night long, forget how close we were, remember he has chosen her, forget me memorized his walk, forget the way he used to talk, forget the things he used to say, remember he has gone away, forget his laugh, forget his grin, forget the way he held you tight,*even xpun! remember he close with her now, forget the time that went so fast, forget he’d said he never leave you, remember that he’s gone forever....’’

I wish dreams were like wishes because in my dream I am always with you.

 You had a special place in my heart.*xley blah gni dou ! ayt novel trus!

I know when you asked me ‘what was wrong? And I smiled and said NOTHING, but then I turn around whispered ‘it’s actually EVERYTHING.

Sometimes I may not get to see you as often I like.  I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night, but deep in my heart I truly know, you are the one that I love and I can’t let you go from me. J

It is all about me.

Every girl has that one guy that she can’t love, doesn’t love and won’t love.  Same goes to me here but every time I see him my heart skip a beat and he’s the only one who’s always in my mind but I know there is no chance, so I keep living, putting on that smile that hides my feeling, so that he won’t ever know. J

Afraid...

So there’s this guy, and he’s really caught my eye but we’re only friends right now and I want to be his somehow, but I’m afraid to lose him and I afraid I’ll fall, making me afraid to be with him and I’m scared he won’t catch my fall. *p/s::tolongla tangkap klau aku jatuh !boley x? haha *perasan la kau fara nak orang tangkap.. :P  Maybe someday I’m going to take a risk in doing so.  I trust him and I do know he might be break my heart someday.  But I’ve trusted him from the very start.

I am taking a chance because you never know how absolutely perfect something may turn out.. <3 J

I’ll never break our friendship just because of my silly feeling J

p/s:: sorry la kalau kau ter-baca..aku xsuruh pun... :D hahaha bak kata mummy berkawan lagi elok dari bercinta sebelum kawen... :) 

lots of love: farhana Ismail